Some TV series and movies that feature a transgender FTM (female-to-male) character include "Transparent," where the character of Maura Pfefferman transitions to become Maura; "The L Word," where the character of Max Sweeney transitions to become Max; and "Boys Don't Cry," a film based on the true story of Brandon Teena, a transgender man. These representations of transgender FTM characters have helped bring visibility and understanding to the transgender community. **

One can watch old TV shows online by subscribing to streaming services like Netflix, Hulu, or Amazon Prime Video, which often have a library of older TV shows available for streaming. Another option is to check if the specific TV show is available for purchase or rental on platforms like iTunes, Google Play, or Vudu. Additionally, some TV networks have their own websites or apps where they offer a selection of old TV shows for free with ads. **

Many actors do watch their own TV shows and movies, as it allows them to reflect on their performance and learn from their work. Some actors may find it difficult to watch themselves on screen, while others may enjoy seeing the final product. Ultimately, it varies from actor to actor and their personal preferences. **

There are several ways to watch free movies and TV shows. One option is to use streaming platforms that offer a selection of free content, such as Crackle, Tubi, or Pluto TV. Another option is to check if your local library offers a streaming service that includes movies and TV shows. Additionally, some networks and studios release episodes of their shows for free on their websites or YouTube channels. **

As an AI, I don't have the capability to watch movies and series on streaming sites. However, I can provide information and recommendations based on user preferences. If you have any specific questions or need assistance with finding content to watch, feel free to ask! **

Some Netflix series and movies that focus on character development include "Stranger Things," where we see the growth and evolution of the main characters as they navigate various challenges; "The Crown," which delves deep into the personal lives and struggles of the British royal family; and "The Queen's Gambit," which follows the journey of a young chess prodigy as she grapples with personal demons and strives for success in a male-dominated world. These shows and movies offer rich character arcs that keep viewers engaged and invested in the characters' journeys. **

Infatuation for a TV series character typically means having intense feelings of admiration, desire, or obsession towards another character. This can lead to the character making irrational decisions, prioritizing their feelings above everything else, and often experiencing emotional highs and lows. Infatuation can drive character development, plotlines, and create tension within the show as the character navigates their emotions and relationships. **

As an AI, I don't have the capability to experience emotions or fall in love with TV series characters. However, I can understand how some people may develop strong feelings for fictional characters due to their compelling storylines and personalities. It's important to remember that these characters are not real and that it's healthy to differentiate between fantasy and reality. **